The Full Story

"Everyone deserves to feel safe in love."

For me, it was hard to imagine that when I didn't know any other way to be! I had relationship issues; my friends had relationship issues; I just assumed this was normal and "all would work itself out." Or at least that is what I kept telling myself. But then there was one. When that relationship ended, it knocked me on my ass! And ultimately became the catalyst for my healing and spiritual journey. Every attachment wound that I had was playing out. It hurt, and it hurt bad. But I needed answers. 

"I studied the darkness that I felt."

Being introduced to the different attachment types was my first OMG moment. Not only was my dating life not as abnormal as I thought (it was still pretty bad, though, with a karmic debt number of 14), but there were also ways to actually feel different! I started this journey with the idea of only two outcomes: I would study so much that I could learn how to love my ex, win him back and ride off into the sunset or I would know enough that I would completely rewire my brain into forgetting he ever existed. Neither happened, but I never considered the third option. 

My life completely changed. I will never look at myself or others the same."

For me, it was hard to imagine that when I didn't know any other way to be! I had relationship issues; my friends had relationship issues; I just assumed this was normal and "all would work itself out." Or at least that is what I kept telling myself. But then there was one. When that relationship ended, it knocked me on my ass! And ultimately became the catalyst for my healing and spiritual journey. Every attachment wound that I had was playing out. It hurt, and it hurt bad. But I needed answers.

Studying the brain was the key"

The less evolved version of me needed to understand everything. Things need to make sense. It wasn't good enough that healing attracted better and more fulfilling experiences. How? How was it all connected? My healthy obsession with neuroscience became the key to understanding the intricacies of the subconscious and the power that it has over our overall quality of life.

"Highly spiritual but deeply rooted in reality."

It's incredibly difficult to be on a journey back to self and not encounter spirituality or religion somewhere because things start to happen far beyond our brain's comprehension. And the more things happened, the more I studied. There are many behaviors and people that we gravitate to without even thinking about, and that keeps us in limiting cycles. And these behaviors go far beyond spacing out on your drive to work.

We can break free from cycles by bringing awareness to them. The pain of unavailable partners, the empty bank account, the unfulfilling career... there were subconscious decisions you made that put you there. And when you make a conscious decision to heal, it is incredible how the universe opens up for you. And I'm not just talking about all of the opportunities that are presented; you see physical proof that you are supported. Repeating numbers everywhere, odd synchronicities in real life with your thoughts, people from the past start showing up, odd messages coming from somewhere (downloads) in odd ways... IT GETS SO BEAUTIFULLY WEIRD!